A few observations....
Self control at this stage is very difficult. The more I deny myself (by the grace of God) the more I realize how self indulged I had become. Yikes-A-Rama!
I'm trying to season meals with actual seasonings and not sauces. No complaints as of yet, and I actually like how much of the 'food' I can taste.
I have a new found and quite serious love for fresh CILANTRO. I literally put a small bowl of it on the table and throw it on whatever (salty) food item on my plate. Delicious!
Seedless tangerines keep my sweet tooth (teeth?) at bay.
My 'snack' is a graham cracker, border line invisible layer of peanut butter, and 4 (or so) sliced strawberries on top. I look forward to snack time.
I'm ready to give up grocery shopping and hand it over to T. I buy too much. We don't need it. I regret it.
Seeing the scale go from 1X0 to 1X9 made me giddy.
I took our hound dog on a run for the first time. She kicked my butt! It's still sore. I don't think I've run that far and that long since having children.
I love to run outside. Highly dislike the treadmill.
water, water, water, water, water,... and then some more!
Smaller portions and only one serving is very difficult.
I'm so very disciplined with my food in the day, but something happens when the sun goes down. Scary, I know!
Keano and I are having a race to get a six pack. He's already won, but doesn't realize it. ....Shhhhhh
Ok, a bit more 'thoughtful,' but I've been pondering something on bit of a deeper level. Bear with me.
Stay at home mom + 4 kids + homeschooling (at this stage anyway) requires me to be on at a level that I might not be if I didn't have all three said dynamics. Don't get me wrong. I love it and wouldn't change it for anything, but just as it has it's rewards, it also has it's challenges. (For the record, the rewards, far out weigh any challenges :)
My point is that I've been challenged in my heart that if I require a certain level of compliance (that word sounds so yucky. Is it just me? I promise I don't ever use it.) then what of my own self? It seems rather wrong of me to not allow my children to indulge in yet another cookie, or another scoop of ice cream, or more chips and yet when they are out of site, what am I doing?
I do realize we aren't peers and that the standards are different. I'm just simply reflecting on my own standards and wondering if they are a bit too low....and am I teaching and expecting one thing from my children, yet doing the opposite myself.
Either way, it leads me to conclude....
Oh, how I need the grace of God!
(Just love this Father/Daughter pic and thought I'd share it with ya. Nothing much to do with the post ;)